Saturday, April 07, 2001

One question. I made my last post at like... 6:00 last night, and it shows up as 2:57?.... Weird. Im probably missing out on something again . Anyways. NO calls last night, although it wasnt expected. (well from him at least.) ....Sam called and we had a pretty interesting conversation though... I can always get my confidence from you Sam , thank-ya bunches!.. Oh yeah, interupting-I get a call at 1:30 last night... was off in a coma at the time.. and Nick ( who I'll probabaly be talking a lot about also) calls and says goodnight and all the bullshiest. I was completely aggrivated on how my whole "Friday-night" plans got ruined... still am. :-\... Not to much to say since I just arose from my fully needed beauty sleep, so I'll check back later.

Friday, April 06, 2001

If you don't know me, you probably wont understand me. .... It's alright though.People can be very decieving throughout life. I've established that... numerous times. Today I go through the depress of my life, ALL over again. My "significant"other hasnt found out how smart great minds work. Ofcourse I'm talking about my great mind. Its very useful in situations like that of which I'm in. Hopelessly in love, something has definately been bothering me the last week or so. It seemed that him " cheating" on me ( I hate that word )..wasnt all that was bothering me. He wasnt intending to tell me about the incident.... and he's not about to tell me that he's also dating another girl. No Pun intended. He hasnt any clue that I know.... although its obvious becuase she has it posted in her web profile. Men ( or specifically 17 year old boys ) don't realize Women at all. ( Notice no caption after women).